My Destiny in UKM

Since

1st till 5th study week,i was still

Feeling so and STESSFUL & TIRED,

can't continue again
without taking rest for a while!

During one half year stpm StUDy,

Fight

so HARD!

a huge challenge to myself
fight with my spirit.

a long period liked HELL!

and the STPM exam passed away at the end...

Waiting for upu reply,

hoping for Good result,however

i knew it early!

I won't get an excellent result...

not so lucky on that year too,

plus not enough study hard before final exam,i thought so!

Nvm, 2.83 is enought for me already,

felt so lucky to have a chance in entering ukm too...

and waiting for free times and a colourful university life.

as my teachers said:The university life as the HEAVEN !

BUT,

it's my main gift to my parents at all,

not for me actually!

because i fight it for them only,

a gift that they hoped for.

ok,may be this is my only one way for me

to go ahead...

After entered ukm,the orientation week is so busy!

not enough time for me to sleep.

Almost overslept,

So stressful everyday!

may be,

I'll so suffer if didn't have 6-8hours for sleep everyday!

Nvm too,i enjoyed it too,

Had chances to meet some new friends.

But,i could imaged my 1sy study week was very busy too.

register the courses,

running to find someone' sign,

photostating some thgs,

doing assignment...

Anyways,got many society to ask u to join it too...

everydays got meetings too,

More Tired if joined too many society...

Almost all the free time was taken by the society meetings.

No times left for revision at all, so confused...

on university life.

even till 5th study week already

but didn't have a few hours for me to do revision on every course,

one chapter by one chapter...

Is UKMlife likes that?

where is my study times going?

how come all the assignment came suddenly for us?

ask us to pass up or finish within given 2 days only...

how we do that?

test is not far for us...this wed

no time to read it too,

How i SCORE the test?

Nobody can answer me till now!

Time management?

not work in university life at all already.

why?

because many thgs comes out to us SUDDENLY,

no notice!

no given tips!

no asked for your settle time table!

no matter u r free or not!

noone will tell us too!

Our planned programmes can be mixed up suddenly

by some sudden warning and notices

with one words for u in every meetings

COMPULSORY for attend!

all assignment will be given suddenly,

sometimes do it without given any tips or based on non-useful tips.

all experiment,

handle it with our own partner,

and do the reports without references,

do calculation or discussion by ourself,

No more teachers for us to listen to,

No more reports for us to refer to,

No more notes for us to read to,

No more advices for us to follow to,

No more delicious food for us too,

May be...

It's one way to train us be dicipline and independence

and weapon ourself with knowledges.

SO,for students nowaday,must LEARN how to,

be grateful to have teachers' advices!

be hardworking in study!

be thankful to have complete notes!

be smart in doing assignment!

be confident to talk with others!

be tough to solve the problems!

be pround of our familt food!

be aware on news around us!

be friendly to our new university friends!

be complacent to have family beside us now!

why?

Is it a lie?

Who said...

the university life is so free???

the university exam easy to be scored???

the university homework easy to do???

why University life will be liked that?

I thought it was a HUGE LIE to me...

Hopefully got some acceptable answers from someone.

Don't understand?

There were so many questions in university too...
Many problems came to me!

Damn,don't know how to solve it.

many unimaged events will be waiting for us,

BUT,no ways out already!
FACED IT BRAVELY...

With our friends,we may have

a colourful,stressless and shinning life at ukm.

I really felt so grateful to have a group of classmates who are more closer to me always,

I really felt so happy to meet many nice and smart friends in ukm,

I really felt so stressful when i was busy in doing assignments,

I really felt so homesick to my family member and miss my mum's cook so much too!

Today,i finished almost 2reports and one experiment at the end.

So stressless and free...

even my experiment was failed already,

the lab asistant didn't blame on us,

however he helped us to finish it too.

A nice man!

after a busy and rush day,

my mind can be cooled down again,

my mood turned to good too!

NOW,I yearn for more study time only hopefully!

I NEED FREE AIR TO BREATH !

written by mc' sky on 3.8.09_10.30pm